Decisions

Just made one of the most important decision in my life so far and I really really hope it was the right choice. Don't wanna suffer for 2 years and end up not doing well... I always thought that I'll go to a poly after O's but after some serious thinking, JC might be better after all (???) we'll see. I really want to study overseas after JC cos I can't stand the stressful life over here and I don't like the education system at all. Hate the fact how studies mean EVERYTHING here in this country... Can't wait for the day I leave this place. Bye

Time

So short of time right now. Gonna give up sleep time to mug from now onwards....4.5 hours of sleep everyday shall be enough, no naps no nothing. LESS THAN 3 MONTHS. It'll just be sleep, eat, MUG. If this still doesn't pay off, I'll really cry.
Sigh last person to sleep in this house again, what's new?

Sacrifices

Now that o's are nearing, I have to give up so many things... No more playing around and going out so often. I have to set my priorities right. Just 3 more months to go, let's do this.

Thankful

So thankful for everything good that have been happening these few days. Ac DSA trials went well and all 3 of us were accepted into the netball team! I'm gonna treasure this opportunity and work really hard for o levels! I'm so HAPPY:) finally some assurance...
Plus nisha's coming back tmr!!! CAN'T WAIT!!!!!! Ptc is not gonna ruin my mood:)
Just had a nice talk on the phone with huilin HAHHAHAHA CRAZY GIRL LOL.

Boys like girls

Yesterday was GREAT!!! Went running with yuzhen, xavier and weiquan at 7.30am from KAP to clementi! As usual yuzhen was late, and we waited 30mins for her LOL. I was dying by the time we were reached sunset way...arghhh my stamina really sucks after not training for such a long time:( then we had breakie at clementi market tgt!
Went home to rest and prepare for STAR concert!! (thank you ryan for the tickets!) Woooohooooo~ met hueyyan at clementi @ 1.30pm to buy stuffs and food! Reached gardens by the bay at around 3:) heheheh THANK YOU BLG FANS FOR LETTING US CUT IN FRONT! Talked to them and designed out ultra big banner till 6.30 and finally BLG!!!!!!! I was sosososo happy when they came out! Martin and paul OMG HOT STUFF. Throughout the whole performance I was jumping and screaming like madddd. Plus there's this woman that pissed all of us off and she totally resembles a bull (grumpy with a nose ring) who keeps trying to push her way to the front. Sorry that's not gonna happen:p mr bok GK training came to good use hahahahahha! Hueyyan and my gangster mode immediate turn on LOL. Seriously, woman pick someone your own size:) and this is quoted from hueyyan "I try so SO hard not to be racist. Some people just squeeze the racism out of me. Literally SQUEEZE." HELLYEAH SO TRUE. Hahaahahahhahahaha! Oh I even got martin's pick!! PARTY MARTYYYYY<3
I think I love them like 100x more after today!!!!
Left right after BLG and took the train home with huilin and hueyyan:D GREAT DAY AND WORKOUT! I WAS REALLY HAPPY:) I'm still really high right now asdfghjkl 150712<3

My love (2)

Hey yo people! This post is a continuation of the previous one:) other than the netballers, there are some other people I'm thankful for:)
Basketballers! I'm not very close to everyone of them but it's so cool how the netballers and basketballers are so bonded! I think I'm probably only close to marvin and xavier since we're from the same class:) actually I think I treat them like girls LOL. They're really fun people to talk too (even though marvin can be really petty at times). Other than that, they're great friends! The other bballers brandon, kentley, ryan and moehan(I didn't really talk to him before ooops but he seems like a pretty nice guy) are awesome people too! Probably the closest group of guy friends I have:) looking forward to our chalet at the end of the year!!
Next, I don't think many of you know them but we've been friends for more than 10 years! We have have been my dance mates since I was like 3 years old and it's such a miracle we still hangout & have loads to talk about now!! I love them so muchhh:D
Lastly, I'm glad to have met huilin!! It's quite cool that although we've known each other for only slightly more than 3mths, we're so close now! We can talk bout everything and anything in this world and she's forever making me laugh at my phone like an idiot HAHAHAHAH! HIHI if you're reading this, I wanna thank you for trusting me although I give lousy advices all the time, I love you! Yay I've said it:D
Of course, I love 401, bdiv'11 and the whole of nh sec 4 batch!! I love how bonded all of us are<3 will definitely miss all of them when I graduate:'(
I love you all to bits and pieces!

My love

As promised, I'm gonna blog about my awesome friends so if you're in this post YOU ROCK AND I AM SO THANKFUL FOR HAVING YOU IN MY LIFE:D
Firstly, my fellow NETBALLERS!! My life wouldn't be so exciting,full of laughter and enriching without all of you!! Training is always tough but you guys made me enjoy it so much:)
YuZhen - my awesome partner since sec1!! The coaches are always telling us to "講話" on court but we don't need to cos we got telepathy:p other than being an awesome team mate, she's an awesome friend too!! Shall not go into details but I'm glad I met this retarded woman:):)
Heather - we went through a lot and I don't really wanna remember what but I'm glad we're so close now!! Heheh I wanna thank her for trusting me so much and for all her cute & touching cards:) and heather if you're reading this, hahahahah don't need to be scared if I'm angry with anything you say cos I was never angry with you!!
Ricia - We're weren't that close during lower sec but now that we're in the same class, we seem to be spending so much time together! I love chinese lessons when we sit together and just talk/sleep like nobody's business:):) she's our awesome and responsible captain too! Everything wouldn't be possible without her:D
Frida - Our vice-captain!! Although this woman is forever saying retarded stuffs and can be damn blur at times, I still love her a lot heheheh:D and she's my tuition mate too!! Thanks to her, I fall asleep less often during tuition:p l hope we'll do well for math and make him happy:)
Joey - Classmates and team mate since sec1!! I gl her all day long but she still doesn't mind at all Frankly speaking I look up to her sometimes cos even though she has health problems, she still didn't give up and made it to the main 12 this year! :)
Hueyyan - My super huggable, tall and chio team mate:) heheheh I think we hug each other like at least once a day LOL! Love her straight-forwardness! I trust her a lot too:D
Jasmine - My life would have been so dull without without her!! She's forever doing retarded stupid things making all of us laugh till we ache everywhere! She's my 開心果:):)
Nisha - I miss this girl a lot a lot!!! Although she's not with us now, but we still communicate through twitter and tumblr! So touched when she replied to my posts and tried to cheer me up when I was sad and depressed:') can't wait for her to come back...
Jianing - heheh I enjoy spazzing with this girl about dramas celebs and all the hot guys in this world:) and she's so cute sometimes hahahahhaah!
Xinyi - our super mega pro tall ass shooter! She's from my primary school too! Although we aren't exactly very close, I'm glad that I've met her!!
So that's all for the netballers! Words can't express how much I love everyone of them <3 west zone champs and nationals top 4 wouldn't have been possible without any of them:)
I shall continue part 2 tmr cos I'm really tired right now, till then!

Sigh....

The only good thing that happened this week is that I lost 5kg LOL...maybe it's muscle lost so it maybe it's not a good thing either. So moody all of a sudden, gonna sleep now and forget everything bye. I'll do the post when I feel like it...

Life

I don't really like it when people self-pity....I understand the pain when hard work doesn't pay off at times but no point being so negative about it for such a long time.
You worked hard, you didn't do well, you move on and try harder the next time. That's life, we can't do much about it except to keep trying and trying. "從哪裡跌倒從哪裡爬起來。" People will look up to you. There's more to life and studies/results/anything that's happening now are just a small phase of our life. Life's short so why spend most of your time being sad? Pick yourself up and move on from there. Smile more!!
Anw, had loads of fun playing street with my fellow netballers!! 45mins straight without rest was no joke but it was really fun!! I MISS TRAINING WITH THEM:'(
*stay tuned for my post about friends and probably a little of my family:)

Work harder!!!

As I've said in my previous post, my prelim 1 results were really really bad and I'll be lying if I say I'm not sad about it. Got back a few more papers today and they were worse than expected:( even my hcl was shitty.. Nvm bout my results. Although my results are really bad, I'm super thankful for all the teachers that have encouraged me and assured that I have the potential to do very well (I hope). Ms sathi didn't even scold me about my lousy history marks and just told me she's gonna do more practices with me. Favourite teacher of all time:) And ms kee was the only teacher that saw how much effort I've been putting in for my studies and stayed back to go through my papers with me. I'm glad to hear her say that I'm getting "somewhere there" and should aim for a distinction:) SO DAMN TOUCHED.
Enough of my lousy results..i'm gonna move on from here and work doubly or even 10x harder. Enough disappointments.
Anyway, the thing is that I don't care if you get bad results or whatever, no one is gonna look down on you if you've work hard. The problem is, if the only thing you bother about is the score, you're not gonna get anywhere. YOU HAVE TO FREAKING LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES. NOT GET YOUR PAPER AND LOOK FOR THE TEACHER TO FIGHT FOR MARKS JUST TO PASS. And the problem is that all you aim for is a freaking pass, how is that even gonna do you any good? Stop being so lazy and start studying for goodness sake. I know I'm not in any position to say this but it's up to you to decide your own future.
I PROMISE I'M GONNA WORK SUPER HARD AND GET LESS THAN 18 BY PRELIM 2 #believe!!!! +++those who didn't do well don't give up!!!
(here's a picture of what I did during the june holidays...this shows how much more I have to study from now onwards)
P.s. hmmm I'm thinking that my next post shall be about friends and family! Till next time!

Not giving up

Prelim results are back today and as expected they were really really sucky considering the fact that I've studied during the holidays...as in of cos I did slack,(well who didn't?!) but I'm sure I did put in much more effort than I usually do. And I think I did put in more effort than some people, but oh well, life's unfair right? Arghh so pissed off that nothing have been going well these few days... I'm not gonna let this affect me too much and let this be a motivation to work even harder:):) I believe hard work pays off!!! I shall not dwell on this too much, no point being sad! Think positive thoughts think positive thoughts think positive thoughts!!!
Heheh and huilin decided to come to my house after school:D talked + watched he's beautiful! At least I was happy for that few hours:):) and I finally satisfied my meiji milk craving woohoo:D
Anw, AC netball trial is next week ahhhh I'm nervous...hopefully everything goes well:)

Determined

Last game for ENL with extremes today and stupid lightning alert spoiled everything...I really think we stand a good chance of winning and I thought I did fine today. As in, I didn't get scolded by bok or jiaolian and didn't make any stupid mistakes (or did I?) It's quite a pity that we'll have to play in div 3 next year but hopefully we'll top the group and return to div 2 again!:) I'm glad to be part of this team and I've gained a lot of experience through this competition! After the game today, I'm quite determined to enter AC netball (although I'm still thinking bout poly/jc) or nats U19.. At least I'll have something to be proud of in my life. I have seriously no talent and I have nothing to be proud of, this sucks. For now, it'll be STUDY HARD and DO WELL FOR TRAILS. I hope things go smoothly:)
On a lighter note, dinner at sushi tei with dexter and my dad was satisfying but they really have to stop throwing all the food to me LOL.
ANW, I CAN'T BELIEVE I DIDN'T GO FOR SFC EVENT TODAY OHMANNNN.. SO JEALOUS OF EVERYONE WHO HUGGED HIM AHHH. SO GONNA GO NEXT YEAR EEEEEKS.
Kk goodnight folks xoxo

Happy day

Had loads of fun with the netballers (except joey,jianing,xinyi..awwww:( )at heather's house today! It has been a long time since we spend time together! We played with heather's cat for like 1hour LOL and cooked kimchi ramen for lunch YUMSSS :D
Then we cuddled up in heather's cool and dark bedroom for movie marathon (actually only 2) with pillows and FRUITY PEBBLES:) watched 那些年and silent hill, LOL the contrast. 那些年 seemed 10x funnier when you're watching it with so many people esp with frida's laughter...
Silent hill wasn't as bad as I thought it will be, although most of the time we were hugging the pillow/each other and screaming our heads off HAHAHAHAHAHAH
Ahhhh I really love this group of people, can't imagine going to school without them after we all graduate:( we went through so much together this 4 years and I'm really glad we grew closer :) NHNB tootypoot division FTW<3 I bet I'll cry on grad day:p
OK PICTURE TIME!

Smile everyone:)

HELLO

Can't believe I'm actually starting to blog again:p hahahah hopefully I'll not be too lazy to post stuffs. Looking forward to tootypoot gathering at heather's!! Haven't spent time with all of them for a long time! It's gonna be fun!!! :D