Work harder!!!

As I've said in my previous post, my prelim 1 results were really really bad and I'll be lying if I say I'm not sad about it. Got back a few more papers today and they were worse than expected:( even my hcl was shitty.. Nvm bout my results. Although my results are really bad, I'm super thankful for all the teachers that have encouraged me and assured that I have the potential to do very well (I hope). Ms sathi didn't even scold me about my lousy history marks and just told me she's gonna do more practices with me. Favourite teacher of all time:) And ms kee was the only teacher that saw how much effort I've been putting in for my studies and stayed back to go through my papers with me. I'm glad to hear her say that I'm getting "somewhere there" and should aim for a distinction:) SO DAMN TOUCHED.
Enough of my lousy results..i'm gonna move on from here and work doubly or even 10x harder. Enough disappointments.
Anyway, the thing is that I don't care if you get bad results or whatever, no one is gonna look down on you if you've work hard. The problem is, if the only thing you bother about is the score, you're not gonna get anywhere. YOU HAVE TO FREAKING LEARN FROM YOUR MISTAKES. NOT GET YOUR PAPER AND LOOK FOR THE TEACHER TO FIGHT FOR MARKS JUST TO PASS. And the problem is that all you aim for is a freaking pass, how is that even gonna do you any good? Stop being so lazy and start studying for goodness sake. I know I'm not in any position to say this but it's up to you to decide your own future.
I PROMISE I'M GONNA WORK SUPER HARD AND GET LESS THAN 18 BY PRELIM 2 #believe!!!! +++those who didn't do well don't give up!!!
(here's a picture of what I did during the june holidays...this shows how much more I have to study from now onwards)
P.s. hmmm I'm thinking that my next post shall be about friends and family! Till next time!