Maybe it's just me

Yucks

I really hate the school's way of handling issues. Every single day scold people for laughing and not walking fast enough.I don't think any of us will stop laughing no matter how many times you scold us lol. And wth write apology letter for being late?! So you're gonna ask those who came down a little later to write an apology letter for studying, a round of applause to you. If I was a DM, I'd have better things to do.

And in the past, if anyone of us gets punished in the parade square, that person must feel super embarrassed, but now, I bet no one will even feel anything and will continue smiling away because they're probably laughing at you. I'm glad I'm getting out of here. I'm not even proud to be in this school anymore.

Hope

Today was a better day overall:) got back results and of cos they were bad but I'm already numb to it so yeah.. Went up on stage during assembly to receive our colours awards and it was really awkward to be standing up there with thousands of eyes staring at you. Got nominated for eagles award and idek why but ok at least it's smth good.
Wanted to go for tragus piercing but eng fell asleep and I was really tired after the class vid so I just went home.

Even though prelim2 results were really kind of a disaster but after doing O lvl papers, I still see some hope in myself. The school really set impossible papers sometimes and it can get super demoralising... And I'm really thankful of some of the people around me, the people who really care. I swear I teared while reading that text :')

Anw, just heard this really bad news a few days ago that someone I know has got a brain tumour and it's fucking cancerous. I don't really know her personally but we've played netball for around 4 years against each other and I heard she's a really nice girl. I don't think she deserves it at all and I honestly feel sad for her. Sighh this world is so unfair...thankfully she's safe for now but needs to go through chemo. I really hope she gets well soon, it's just too unfair for a nice 16 year old girl. Cherish those around you.

3 hour math tuition ended at almost 11 and I just did half a emath paper.. Dying rn, goodnight peeps <3

难过的时候就痛哭，开心的时候就放声大笑，活得自在点。

我累了，我不想再逞强、我不想说我很好、我不想说我不在意。手中握的东西太多，失去相对来说也会更多，或许我该学会放下。
I just feel like writing in chinese today lol

You might think I'm happy but I'm not gonna be ok

NTC!!

Tried NTC-ing today and I have to say it was madness......after I finished the cardio corps and abs burner I was literally lying on the floor and not moving plus I was entirely drenched in sweat. This is nothing compared to the workout I've been doing, NOTHING.
Ok I'm gonna try to do this at least 3-4 times a week! It's tiring but I feel super good after that:)
Anw, really looking class outing on tmr and netball outing to sentosa on thurs! Last paper (physics p1) tmr but I'm already in a holiday mood:p oh and 34 days to o lvl omg

I guess I'm just not that significant to you anymore. Not even looking forward to it but I'll live with it.

Woke up at 6.45am just now for a morning run and I have to say I'm super proud of myself for doing that COS I HATE RUNNING. My stamina is really really bad now gg, ok not like it was even good to start with.
Sigh pie have to go for dental appt by myself all the way at tampines, life is sad

Booyaaa

Elect history was not too bad I guess, other than sbq being quite a bitch. Physics was bad as usual. Although almost everyone said it was easy but ya I think every paper is hard so zzzzzzz.. Oh and miss neo said I lost a lot of weight lololol I don't think I did at all. Ok after seeing heather's naval piercing I'm quite tempted to get one too, and maybe one more ear piering I MUST BE MAD.
Tmr's emath wooohooo finally I can slack a little today:D byebyee

OHOHOH I WANT ITOUCH 5!!! It's so chio! But I have like itouch234 already lolol damn it so tempting

Rawr

Wth always "I'm gonna die" for exams, in the end get some high shit marks. You wanna die so much? Go jump down a cliff tyvm.

Damn I'm just so stressed out and nothing's helping. Was hoping to do better this time but the prelim papers were just argh idk what to say about it. Amath was asdfghjkl rape, I think I'll get like 10-20 marks max. When you try so hard and it doesn't pay off, it gets demoralising at times, but I'm still gonna continue trying cos I'm definitely not a quitter. I swear I'm gonna work super hard towards my goal.

Oh no it's fridayyyy

Hmm it's 4.40am and I'm still not sleepy yet....the only reason why I'm preparing to sleep is cos I'll probanly get murdered if my mum wakes up and maybe I'm also just a teeny weeny bit lazy to continue studying. I guess I'm much more productive at this kinda timing so I'm just gonna continue to work more in the middle of the night:) I'm still considering whether to go to school later..goodnight people

Prelims 2

YAY. One week to prelim 2 and 40+ days to o level, I'm nearing my doom omg.. I'm not the least prepared or ANYTHING. Need to stop being so unproductive everyday!!!

Anw, went to school to study today cos I can never study at home in the morning. It wasn't very productive but at least it's better than studying at home. Then went for lunch at swensens with the usual 401 peeps + miss wang and she paid almost half the bill for us whoooops :)

And I have to say I really love my mum. She never hesitates to order stuffs for me online and is constantly motivating me to study:) she stays up till 2-3am just to accompany me and she still has to wake up at 6am every morning. Definitely not gonna let her down!!! I need to do well, I'll be one step closer. I CAN DO IT. YES I CAN.
Jiayou sec 4s! It'll be over soon!!

Sorry for boring everyone out, but my everyday is just gonna be as boring till after o's. So yeah till next time